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From these challenges I created small phrases:
“I’m on my own”
“I just wanna be alone”
“I don’t care”
From phrases such as these, I’ve been unconsciously, and subconsciously, creating my life.
Looking back, I can see now how they created havoc, but in the midst of the drama I had no idea; I was flummoxed as to why similar unloving situations would happen, over and over.
In the last week I’ve been doing Tara Brach’s Radical Compassion Challenge and her RAIN Meditation:
With understanding of the Universal Law of As Within So Without, like the ripples from drops into the ocean, the more of us anchoring in deep compassion, the better for everything, the climate included.
Back in April 2015, I had a reading through Linda Dillon with Universal Mother Mary.
It’s a reading I refer to time and again, Her Words so wise, but it’s the sentence at the end that is truly the treasure. She said in reply to my gratitude:
“It is my joy.”
I’ve never heard anyone say that; those words have always stuck with me.
I struggle with gratitude to self. I can be really grateful for others, but for myself, not so much.
Today, I fell into sorrow, depression, exhaustion, a pattern that is lessening, but that occasionally will sink its tentacles in. It can feel quite difficult to untangle.
With a great deal of Divine Help, I was able to identify and write down the limiting, controlling, sorrowful phrases above, and write, and grudgingly say:
“I Am Gratitude for the experiences created from these phrases.”
But it wasn’t enough, the old feelings were refusing to lift and I fell into hopelessness and futility, thinking I’d never get out from under them.
I lay back on my bed and said, “Archangel Raphael, please help me with your Emerald Flame,” and then I asked the Mighty Ones, too.
But who I heard was a Mother Energy saying,
“It is my joy to be a loyal servant of the Mother, to experience these states of being, so I can help others.”
This was life-changing!
Why else would I want to experience what I have, all that drama, if it were not for a reason?
It makes perfect sense.
My favourite thing to do, my sacred purpose, is work with our disenfranchised women in recovery from addiction, and there’s no way I would understand their struggles if I hadn’t had my own.
“It is my joy, Mother!
“I Am So Grateful for all my experiences, the good, the bad, the ugly.”
I feel the more aware we are – I Am Heart Conscious – we understand the higher realms where we do no harm to anything, where we remember our Divinity, that place of no hierarchy.
Linda in Canberra wrote in about a movie, Earthlings, narrated by Joaquim Phoenix, that illustrates the terrible, horrific things we have done to animals and nature here.
I plan to watch it, trying to be really conscious, to take responsibility for what I have done to help create the old ways on this planet, saying the Hawaiian Ho’oponopono mantra:
“I’m so sorry. Forgive me. I Love you. Thank you.”
I feel this segment of the history of this planet, the horror and violence, the war and mayhem, is over when we are truly Love within and without
This post, Navigating Difficult Emotions, on Conscious Evolution resonates with me:
“When we understand, even if just intellectually at first, why and how difficult states are absolutely crucial to our well-being, this gives us incentive to stay present and open to them and override our knee-jerk tendency to shut down and go away when they surface.
“What’s more, when we attune to and are patient with what’s difficult, that darkness transforms us little by little into more light, a light we cannot attain from Yang states alone.
“Only by staying with what’s dark can we create more love and light from what seems rotten and miserable. . .
“In being with painful feelings and letting them change us, they recede.
“The more we allow ourselves to be changed by them, the more they dissolve.
“In fact, they recede in proportion to how much we allow them to change us, as if their purpose were to get us to pay attention, to surrender, and to transform.
“From being with and working through our anger, sadness, fear, remorse, and envy, we develop genuine compassion, courage, creativity, inspiration, meaning, purpose, empathy, and greater love — qualities I call our finer jewels of being human.”
Tara Brach has a compassion meditation called RAIN that I find most helpful:
As I feel within — my willingness to face emotions not of love, to sit in the sorrow/shame, anger/fear to be that forgiveness, compassion, gratitude for the experiences, “it’s ok, sweetheart” to know I Am Love, I Am Divine — I help create the New without.
The post (below) on homeless women in Australia was written on October 10th, 2019, World Homeless Day.
With the bushfires, what might the situation be like now?
I was walking down the street where I live yesterday and an older woman was begging for money.
Usually I see men, occasionally a woman with a man. This one was alone.
I stopped to give her the coins I had as St. Germaine and Archangel Michael have suggested we do – it’s not the amount of money that matters, it’s our intention to lift everyone up, to have a sacred space to call home – and used the Violet Flame to surround us as I gave her a hug.
Readers, if I’m seeing women on the street in Vancouver, what is it like in other places?
2020 Clarity: Year of Action
Here’s a video by Performing Arts Australia with ideas how we can help. . . so many young people homeless. . .
The homeless are us:
Author unknown, January 8, 2020 Ecovegan Spirit
I was moved to tears by this video and still am every time I remember it.
It shows a woman, Toni Doherty, in Australia rescuing a burned and distressed koala from the bushfires.
Sadly, that koala, who was later named Lewis, had to be put to sleep in a koala hospital due to the severity of his burns.
This is just one instance captured of the terrible desolation, panic, trauma, and suffering that the countless animals who have been caught in these fires endure before dying.
‘We as Men Need to Take a Stand:’ Milwaukee Campaign Against Human Trafficking Goes Global
By Derica Williams, Fox6 News, January 11, 2020
MILWAUKEE — Saturday, Jan. 11 marked National Human Trafficking Awareness Day — and people in Milwaukee spoke out about the “silent epidemic,” with Milwaukee considered a major hub. An event at the Convergence Resource Center in Milwaukee was aimed at helping men make a change.
“It’s everywhere and it doesn’t discriminate,” said Arnold Cifax with the Convergence Resource Center.
“When we look at the danger and activity this industry does, it’s at a magnitude that, it’s a problem all of us need to be focused on,” said Rep. Jason Fields, D-Milwaukee.
The Universal Law of Karmic Dispensation is a gift of new beginnings — freely given by the Mother — the opportunity to forgive those who have harmed us, but even more important, for us to forgive ourselves.
As Karmic Dispensation is freely given, it is up to us to freely receive.
Thank you, Blossom Goodchild and the Federation of Light, for your message, January 9th, 2020, with this about forgiveness:
“Those that are involved in all that is of darkness shall begin to FEEL once again … and this is why we ask you of the Greatest Light to send them your LOVE … for the FEELINGS that shall arise within them when their soul awakens them to what they have done, and the pain they have caused shall be a ‘hell within a hell’ that they cannot escape from, until they have been forgiven by all and themselves.”
We are here to understand and truly know the Karmic Dispensation of the Mother/Father One.
Sending LOVE, forgiving everything, and being the LIGHT of worthiness, the forgiveness, we eliminate the entrenched belief systems of bigotry, hatred, limitation and control.
As we forgive our selves deeply for all thoughts and actions not of love, this life, all past lives on Gaia, and even off planet, we create a force-field of LOVE knowing our worthiness.
We are Loved no matter what ‘shenanigans’ we have gotten up to. . .
In our New Time, the old is coming up to be forgiven, individually and collectively. We can see this happening in the Middle East as we speak.
This old energy is surfacing in our external reality, in world situations.
The more we are in Love with our self, with the masculine and the feminine energies within, in the balance of self-Love (the Mother aspect) and self-worth (the Father aspect), the less triggered we are by what is happening without, the disarray, the chaos.
We become the compassionate observer, not sticking our head in the sand with no interest in world events, but with the ability to see and not be upset.
When we know everything is in Divine Order, the old comes up to be released. This has to happen before we can consistently be in the ecstasy, bliss, harmony, balance of the higher realms.
In the world today, there is much to observe and send Love to:
On New Years Eve, 2019, our brothers and sisters in Jakarta had torrential rain and flash floods.
In this post, January 7th, Channel News Asia, Siwage Dharma Negara writes:
“About 158 urban communities in Jakarta experienced flooding, according to the National Disaster Management Agency (BNPB).
“Besides Jakarta, the floods also hit surrounding areas, such as Bekasi, Tangerang, South Tangerang and Lebak.
“The floods have caused electricity shutdowns and displacement of many.
“The death toll has reached at least 60 in the Greater Jakarta area and Lebak, according to the BNPB, owing to drowning, hypothermia and electrocution.”
We’re witnessing all over the world how our human actions affect where we live. Siwage goes on to say:
“There’s no doubt factors beyond human control including extreme weather conditions brought about by climate change, cyclical tidal waves and the seasonal monsoon have exacerbated flooding in Jakarta.
“But human factors – including the destruction of the ecosystem due to deforestation, poor urban planning including the unchecked construction of settlements around the Ciliwung riverbank, and dismal garbage disposal choking up the riverbank and gutters around the city – have aggravated its effects.
“Moreover, Jakarta is the fastest sinking city in the world, sinking about 5 to 10cm annually, and up to 25cm a year in some places. Half of the city now sits below sea level.
“The problem has been worsened by an over-extraction of groundwater owing to the city’s rapid construction and a delay in the development of water and sewage systems.
“The combination of these factors is amplifying the impact of freak floods each year.”
In the last several years we’ve witnessed growing intensity of fires around the world.
In the post below, Mourning a Disappearing World as Australia Burns, Jessica Friedmann in The Globe and Mail, January 2, 2020, writes:
“There is no doubt that the fires are growing more ferocious.
“Even without the changing climate, it would be inevitable; 250 years of land mismanagement have changed the way in which Australia’s bushland reacts to a spark.
“Before colonization, fire was managed with cultural burning, sometimes called fire-stick farming, which prevented vegetation build-up, germinated seed pods and regenerated the trees and grasses that need fire to grow new shoots.
“These burns rotated through a mosaic pattern, staggering the growth of eucalyptus and enriching the soil. These burns were slow, allowing time for animals to relocate and, most importantly, they were controlled.
Dear People of Australia,
I’m so sorry your land is burning.
Please forgive me, my contribution to this disarray, my life and many past lives filled with the thoughts and feelings not of love that I held onto, my stubbornness letting go what is not in Divine Alignment. . .
I Love you with all my heart.
Thank you, beautiful Australians, each of you for your steadfast determination, your fortitude. I Am Awe how strong and resilient you are.
Dear Ashira, Commander-in-Chief of the Unified Forces of the Outer Galaxies, I ask you and our Star Brothers and Sisters for help please, with this drastic situation.
We are so thankful you are watching over us, waiting patiently for us to come into Divine Alignment.
Please help wherever you can, like you did in California with the drought there, keeping the plants alive, and so much more as the years went by.
We look forward to our vibrations and the frequencies here aligning with yours more fully so we can interact more noticeably, so our bodies regenerate, so we maintain that state of ecstasy, bliss, harmony and balance, as you do.
Thank you, Ashira, and our Star Brothers and Sisters. We Love You.