Recently my daughter had her day in court to determine whether a Protection Order would be lifted for her and her daughter, and for the calculation of drug tests for her former partner and supervised visits with their child.

I encouraged our Sending Love group to surround the courtroom with Love, the Universal Laws, etc. on the day she was in court and I did some deep meditations into the Oneness, the fairness, the Karmic Dispensation. . .

But no matter the evidence my daughter presented about the abuse and violence she endured, the judge ordered that the Protection Order be gone. . . and this was a woman judge.

The number of women murdered fleeing domestic violence is staggering. Why would a judge lift her Protection Order?

My daughter is considering going back into a Transition House for her and her child’s safety, but is there more to this on a spiritual level?

Are we here to fully embrace that we are etherically protected, that there is no separation, there is no veil between us and the other side? Is there no need of a physical Protection Order in this case?

Archangel Michael told me, through Linda Dillon, November 29th, 2011:

I will stand in front of you and I will stand behind you. I will stand next to you and beside you. Of course we will defend you.

All you have need to do is nothing, or you can call my name and I will be there. You can think my name and I will be there.

Or you can do neither and I will be there, so yes, I will protect you.

In my life I have been protected from dying but not from suffering some pretty extreme abuse.

Another saying the other side likes to mention is:

Everything is in Divine Order.

Are we here to experience the physical abuse and then turn around and do something about it? My daughter has been offered a job in politics.

She has experienced first hand: extreme abuse in her relationship, transition/safe housing (where she was stalked by a sex trafficker), being on a 6 month wait list for social housing (currently she is living with me) and now the court system.

Is this what the other side considers mission and purpose, going in for the experience, and then choosing with our free will to elevate ourselves and then be the change?

From the court experience my daughter and I have run the gamut of emotions from raging anger to hopelessness — and maybe that was the point — for us to feel these old feelings, to get them up and out.

Our feelings create our situations and there are layers to the old feelings.

Sanat Kumara has said our main Ascension job is to eliminate the old feelings for Gaia.

Our job/our joy is to be fully awake and aware
~ I Am Fully Awake and Aware ~
and to know we are loved and cared for by our guides
~ I Am Loved and Cared For, Safe and Free ~

The hopelessness grid has plagued me for much of my life so my focus right now has been invoking the Universal Law of Repulsion for the old feelings of “never enough” and Attraction for the truth of the New, the Law of Elimination, that deep compassion for all playing the roles and the Law of Completion, connected to the Violet Flame, balance – Love for the masculine and the feminine within.

The Divine Mother says none of us are here to suffer.

My hopelessness has led me to believe ‘that nothing can be done. . . this Ascension process is so slow. . . get me out of this hell-hole. . . what am I doing here?’

But when I embrace the sun/the Divine Father Energy streaming in the window and see the sky/the Divine Mother’s Blue (even though there is a haze of wildfire smoke) and see the beauty and strength of my granddaughter and daughter who have endured so much in the name of this Ascension, I know that everything is in Divine Order, that they are protected – both of them are out of a horrendous situation – and now are free to create from that place of gratitude, joy from that freedom, peace and Love.