Coming to balance, forgiving ourselves for everything in this lifetime and our many others, being that gratitude for all the experiences, can feel long and arduous.
Using my life as an example, especially the part when I was a mother who became an alcoholic, has required deep inquiry.
I have been facing my denials, searching for forgiveness, reaching in and out, over and over, detaching and attaching with incredible help from St. Germaine and the Violet Flame for that illusive freedom, healing and creation:
“The Violet Flame is the essence of the unknowable
at that point of Conjunction and Love Creation
with the Mother, and a way for us to know
the Love of the Father, as well.”
St. Germaine (1)
From those imbalances with my masculine and feminine energies — the self-hatred, limiting anxiety, and controlling manipulation of self-guilt — comes freedom with forgiveness and gratitude.
The Ascended Masters, and especially St. Germaine, have been most patient with me. I Am Great Gratitude to him, and everyone who has helped me, in the higher realms.
With deep forgiveness of self for my “mis-takes” in this lifetime, and other lifetimes, I come to peace within.
With deep gratitude for all the experiences, the good, the bad, the ugly, I see the beauty in experiencing what doesn’t work, that helped create the ongoing search for balance within, my joy.
If I hadn’t had those experiences, I probably wouldn’t be interested in balance.
I highly recommend calling on St. Germaine
and the Violet Flame for assistance
with the old energy.
Greater inner balance
comes from repeating
I Am Love
I Am Worth
Willingness to be compassion
for memories that come up,
I Am Forgiveness
I Am Gratitude
(1) “St. Germaine Asks, ‘What Is Love Really?’” channeled by Linda Dillon for the Council of Love, January 17, 2014, http://counciloflove.com/2014/01/st-germaine-asks-what-is-love-really/