On some level, am I believing that “God is punishing” and that “I’m a disappointment” or another unloving phrase?
What am I unconsciously saying to myself?
Can you hear yourself?
Phrases like “I want out” and “I don’t care” can come from early traumatic life events.
These short phrases create negative and positive chaos in our lives, repeating patterns of situations, that are hard to understand.
Why did this happen?
Why do I have difficulty with this?
Unconscious phrases, like the ones above,
wreak havoc with our health, relationships, finances.
There is a way out of the prison of our old belief systems.
Invoking Sanat Kumara, our Planetary Logos and Keeper of Universal Law, works.
Sanat Kumara teaches us how things work in the higher realms, where all there is is Love and peace.
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Here is a simple invocation to eliminate the entrenched beliefs, the false grids, and change and transmute our core issues, mental emotional constructs — those unconscious, unloving phrases — we say to ourselves daily.
An Invocation
I invoke Sanat Kumara and
the Universal Laws of Intent, Change,
Transmutation and Elimination for the false grids
and my core issues, the unloving phrases I say to myself.
Invoking this will bring up situations from the past where we decided “God is punishing,” “I’m a disappointment,” “I want out,” “I don’t care” or the many other permutations of these phrases. . . because of what happened to us.
With willingness
to sit still everyday,
same time, same place,
when we truly desire change
there is a way in to find the Love.
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We each have guardian angels who want us to understand there is a way “out” of the pain by going into the pain.
By having the courage to go into the pain, we discover the Holy Grail, that we are Love and Loved!
The freedom comes in our willingness to feel the old feelings, that pain.
Doing this we become conscious of the unloving phrases we say and can see the repeating patterns of situations we have created.
Keeping a notebook handy to write the phrases down as we hear ourselves saying them, and the repeating past patterns of situations, really helps with our understanding.
Awareness sets us free.
The simple daily invocation above is a way to free ourselves from our addiction to pain.
We can start right now busting this old system
of oppression, judgement, anxiety, futility,
disappointment, sorrow, shame, fear.
Allowing feelings to be,
crying tears, feeling the hurt,
forgiving ourselves for everything,
looking at pain with new eyes, we heal,
and in the interconnectedness of everything,
our sorrow can become our joy, our sacred purpose.
Freeing ourselves from our addiction to pain — those unconscious phrases we say to ourselves — our hearts open and we discover a pathway in alignment with who we truly are.
From Child Sex Slavery to Victory
Anneke Lucas: My Healing Journey
TEDxKlagenfurt
The TedX below published June 26, 2017 is an illustration of an extreme journey of trauma and the power of going within to balance all levels — mental, emotional, physical, spiritual — and heal.
Anneke Lucas, today the founder and Executive Director of Liberation Prison Yoga, a non-profit organization based in New York, was born in Belgium where at the age of six she was sold into a sex trafficking ring.
Abused and tortured extensively before escaping at age eleven, she ended up in Los Angeles where she began looking within.
Here she talks about her journey, her sorrow that has become her joy, her sacred purpose:
An Invocation
I invoke Sanat Kumara and
the Universal Laws of Intent, Change,
Transmutation and Elimination for the false grids
and my core issues, the unloving phrases I say to myself.
The Mother’s Blue Diamond energy of hope, apologies and forgiveness, for the unloving phrases we say to ourselves, the false grids and our core issues.
