Understanding the false grids, the entrenched beliefs, and our core issues, mental, emotional constructs, is important to rid ourselves of addiction to pain, within and without.
Unconscious and sub-conscious entrenched beliefs create addiction to physical suffering, illness, pain, aging. The entrenched beliefs are connected to the very old belief that “God is punishing” and can be repeated family thought patterns.
Our unconscious and sub-conscious core issues are mental, emotional constructs, addiction to suffering, sorrow, shame, depression, exhaustion, anger, fear and connected to thinking and feeling, “I’m a disappointment.”
Small phrases — combinations of the false grids and our core issues — from the original triangle of our physical mother/father/child, learned family thought patterns and/or early traumatic incidents consciously, unconsciously, subconsciously repeat in our brains creating a reality of addiction to pain, suffering.
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Over the last couple of years I have been Divinely Guided to understand the false grids and our core issues using the Tarot as a way, a method, to name them.
Angeles Arrien, who wrote The Tarot Handbook, says:
“The Tarot is a symbolic map of consciousness and an ancient book of wisdom that reveals to us visually and symbolically the creative ideas and states of consciousness that appear in multiple existences in all cultures.
“The seventy-eight symbols are portraitures and archetypes of inner and outer experiences that are prevalent within human experience.”
Angeles Arrien’s handbook and the Thoth Tarot Deck, designed by Aleister Crowley and painted by Lady Frieda Harris, are the book and the deck of cards I was guided to use for understand of the false grids and our core issues.
Lady Frieda Harris, the illustrator of the Thoth Tarot Deck, said:
“The Tarot could be described as God’s Picture Book, or it could be likened to a celestial game of chess, the Trumps being the piece to be moved according to the law of their own order over a checkered board of the four elements.”
To understand the concepts of the entrenched beliefs, the false grids, and my core issues, I developed a consistent schedule of pulling cards daily, questioning and listening to my Divine Guidance, and taking notes.
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This is the simple daily routine I was guided to do:
- Each morning I enter into my created sacred space.
- I shuffle my Tarot deck, and pull 5 cards placing them face down in a straight line, 5 across.
- When I turn them over, the 5 cards – read from left to right – are an illustration of what I experienced the day before
- I look up the 5 cards in The Tarot Handbook to learn what each card represents from Angeles’ experience, take notes, then ask questions of my guidance for greater understanding and knowing for my journey. I am immense gratitude for my guidance, my circle.
I receive, I accept, I allow, I give, I Am Gratitude
I receive (the Mother’s Love, Her Movement, Her Understanding),
I accept (the Love of the Father, the Knowing in the Stillness),
I allow (the burning sensation),
I give (away the old ways),
I Am Gratitude (golden joy)
Talking to our guidance becomes second nature when working with the Tarot.
I learned to ask a lot of questions (out loud) and to accept the knowing found in my heart, my heart consciousness.
Understanding the false grids and our core issues,
we create conscious awareness of wholeness,
discovery of our Divine Sacred Purpose.
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I was Divinely Guided to understand there are 6 negative concepts of the false grids, 7 negative concepts of core issues and 10 extreme positive concepts of core issues within the Tarot.
These concepts are not found in the heart, but as if on a sliding scale, extreme positive to extreme negative, well outside of the heart, the centre.
Some of the negative concepts have opposite reflections, extreme positive behaviour patterns. Letting go the extreme behaviour leads to balance in the heart centre — peace, Love, joy.
6 negative concepts of the false grids, concepts of the entrenched beliefs, in the Tarot, not found in the heart:
7 of Swords – Futility
can also be a pattern of extreme positive behaviour
8 of Swords – Interference (doubt)
9 of Swords – Self-cruelty
5 of Wands – Strife (anxiety)
10 of Wands – Oppression
5 of Disks – Worry (broken trust)
7 negative concepts of core issues, concepts of mental/emotional constructs, in the Tarot, not found in the heart:
3 of Swords – Sorrow
5 of Swords – Defeat
can also be a pattern of extreme positive behaviour
10 of Swords – Ruin
5 of Cups – Disappointment
7 of Cups – Debauch
can also be a pattern of extreme positive behaviour
8 of Cups – Indolence
can also be a pattern of extreme positive behaviour
7 of Disks – Failure
10 extreme concepts of positive core issues, concepts of mental/emotional constructs, in the Tarot, not found in the heart:
0 The Fool
4 The Emperor
11 Lust(re)
16 The Tower
15 The Devil/Pan
3 of Disks – Works
4 of Disks – Power
6 of Disks – Success
9 of Disks – Gain
10 of Disks – Wealth
Pulling a 5 card layout daily, patterns of old behaviour, begin to emerge.
We begin to find small phrases that we repeat to ourselves associated with the concepts of the false grids and our core issues.
Taking time to listen is key. Our guidance has much to tell us to help unlock our old patterns of behaviour.
Taking notes helps immensely in revealing the repeating patterns.
The concepts of positive core issues can be very difficult to understand and tend to be extreme behaviour patterns. When a positive card is in the spread, I pause, and ask if it is a core issue.
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For understanding the false grids and my core issues, I invoke Sanat Kumara and the Universal Laws of Change, Transmutation and Elimination.
For example:
I invoke Sanat Kumara
and the Universal Laws of Change, Transmutation and Elimination
for understanding, clarity, of the false grids
and my core issues.
When there is understanding:
I feel to heal,
allowing tears,
feeling emotions.
The work can seem as if it goes on and on because as we reach new levels, there may be deeper work to do, more layers to be understood.
When concepts of my core issues become apparent I allow the feelings to arise.
I feel to heal,
allowing tears,
feeling emotions.
Here is an example:
Upon discovery of 2 core issues, I felt my throat clog with sorrow to be coughed out, and then felt a burning sensation, failure, dropping from my throat to my solar plexus, to be expelled with my breath, my will, out through my solar plexus.
Core issues can be expelled with our Divine Will.
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Divine Alignment with the Mother’s Plan and Her Laws
is Nova Being, Nova Earth, Love, joy, peace.
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We are learning to let go of lifetimes, full of difficult experiences, without judgement.
My principal guide told me through Linda Dillon, channel for the Council of Love:
There is no such thing as mistakes.
The only mistake humans make is in judgement,
when they judge themselves or others to be less than,
when they do not see the glory of their own Divinity,
and that is just sad.
From the understandings acquired from pulling Tarot cards, invoking St. Germaine and the Violet Flame and Sanat Kumara and Universal Law, we begin to see why repeated patterns of dis-ease occur.
Understanding the false grids and our core issues creates opportunities to be consciously compassionate with apologies and forgiveness, truth and Love, gratitude for Divine Guidance, self, and others.
Asking for clear understanding,
of the false grids, the entrenched beliefs,
and our core issues, our sorrow and fears,
we become aware of the phrases we create
associated with them.
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Often, next steps include conscious courageous steps to come to balance, and we find apologies, being forgiving, forgiveness of everything, creates peace, Nova Being, Nova Earth.
Asking for Divine Assistance we eradicate hatred, bigotry, limitation, control, all resistance to peace, Love, joy
Opening to receive Love from the Mother and the Love of the Father eliminates feelings of separation and lack, sorrow and fear.
We heal ourselves with understanding the false grids and our core issues, negative and positive, and by invoking Divine Assistance and Universal Law, forgiveness, compassion, and gratitude, creating our freedom, and freedom for many — balance — in the interconnectedness of All, peace, Love, joy.
An Invocation:
I invoke Sanat Kumara
and the Universal Laws of Change, Transmutation and Elimination
for the ability and flexibility to change, transmute,
eliminate the false grids and my core issues,
and for the courage to take the next steps,
create balance in all realms, rejuvenation.
Forgiveness, compassion, gratitude,
peace, Love, joy
