Often when sorrow comes up, I do not want to feel it, but in pausing and allowing the tears to fall, really feeling into them, I come to greater understanding.
The abuse of the Divine Feminine over thousands of years on this planet has created deep, deep sorrow, and fear, in females and males.
Punishment, oppression, control, power-over creates havoc from war and starvation, to poverty and homelessness, the prison system and how we treat addicts, to all kinds of dis-ease and suffering.
Turmoil that we witness everyday, Archangel Michael says, has created in us a state of complacency, an almost state of ‘ennui’ and of feeling frozen, not knowing what to do.
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Explaining this ‘ennui’ in a private reading with Steve, Archangel Michael says:
“One of the things that you are teaching and holding for the collective is that there is a give and take. There is a give and receive. There is a balance, an infinite balance throughout the Universe.
“And yet there is a consequence – outcomes, not punishment; do not think of consequence as punishment because it is not – but there is a consequence of various actions, reactions, input, output that occur. …
“But there is a complacency and so what is happening is you have a situation of complacency and almost ennui along with the turmoil.
“And for many, and I suggest even with you, is that it is creating a sense of being frozen, of not really knowing which way to turn.”
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Understanding and feeling into my ennui is a key to the balance of everything, unity, and community.
Under my complacency, I witness myself reacting to ‘power-over situations’ with tears, anger, fear, physical sickness or escaping, self-medicating, such as drinking, over-eating. . .
I see myself triggered, feel like I’m being punished, and insidious reactions not of love.
I control, oppress, my inner reality with lack of self-love, lack of forgiveness of self and others, that creates ennui, being frozen, not knowing what to do.
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In the higher realms all are taken care of.
Feeling, allowing, our sorrow, fear, and pain to express itself is healing alongside embracing ourselves and others with Love.
Love is balance, joy, sacred purpose, teamwork and circles, everyone getting along, constructing our Nova Earth without fear, sorrow, punishment, control, hierarchy or ennui.
