I’ve been sick for almost 2 weeks now.

Although it has been quite painful, the cough never-ending, ribs sore, it is not all desperation and wondering when I’m going to get better — there have been some remarkable revelations, and also, my family and friends gathering around to help.

Yesterday, Sanat Kumara reminded me of a message he put forth April 2016: Universal Law is Not the Jail Cell, but the Releasing Key, through Linda Dillon, channel for the Council of Love.

He spoke the words: reparation, repentance, reconstitution.

While I have been sick, I have been immersing myself in St. Germaine’s Violet Flame, not realizing the gunk that would come up to be released, for reparation of the self.

Then it happened, one of my daughter’s reminded me of my struggles with addiction, at the end of my marriage.

Revelation came out of my mouth as she was angrily reminding me.

I retreated. I coughed up deep hatred of self.

I fell into repentance, sincere regret, remorse — I have done this with my children over and over — now time to do this with myself on a whole new level, deeper understanding of what happened, the whole picture. It opened my eyes to see it from another angle.

As I did this work, it also opened the way for people to more deeply offer support, to help with my reconstitution.

My sister offered pure healing remedies, tinctures of Zinc, Goldenseal and Propolis, one of my daughter’s made a pineapple ginger smoothie with beetroot powder and brought it to my door, my friend is bringing me cat’s claw pills, mullein tea, Vitamin D3/K2, the daughter that had angry words phoned and offered soothing words.

I didn’t realize people cared this much. I have been reviled as a mother, a wife, and holding onto that for years . . . this flu brought it to the surface to be expelled . . . hence all the coughing.

I talked of flying high into the Arms of my Dad/the Father and when that happens, one knows there is going to be the counter-balance, the deep dive to see more of what has not worked here, into the pain, the remorse, the repentance.

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My journey has been dramatic with this flu — not necessary, if I had sat still, and bravely looked within.

Sanat Kumara says all we need to do is invoke the Law of Change for the highest and the best consistently — all of us — to change our within, to change our without, as within, so without:

For the truth to come out – if all the people of Gaia were beginning to invoke the Law of Change for the highest and best — you would see a very different outcome.

The truth would emerge; there would be what you think of as a reparation, repentance, reconstitution, and that would be a good thing because the vision of true governance – not government — governance would be restored.

What is happening is that many of the populace that is desirous of change, instead of truly working for the changes that would be so positive, are buying into one side or the other, into the drama of one is right, one is wrong, one will win, one will be defeated, rather than looking at what is the best solution.

SK reminds us what would truly serve the people and the spirit of freedom, out of our addiction to drama, for us to say:“Make it below as it is above,” so the truth will reign.

He asks us to call in Michael so “that truth will emerge and peace will be re-anchored.”

He says that this is a very practical use of Universal Law.

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As I bring myself more deeply into alignment, out of the extreme hatred, judgement of self, I have been carrying for years, I look to my without and there is RFK Jr. standing as an Independent in the middle, offering us practical solutions, truth telling.

He may be hard to see, like a mirage in the desert . . . but he is right there . . .

I invoke the Law of Change with Sanat Kumara
for the highest and the best.

I call in Michael so that truth will emerge
and peace will be re-anchored.

I invoke the Law of As Within So Without,
As Above, So Below, Balance.